11/06/2009

Excitment!

Ok... so finally the day is coming... after many months of expectations, Elizabeth arrives today. So here I am at work, I know I shouldn't be writing in here, but I just can't hold my excitment and need to do something about that!
Every minute is passing SO SLOWLY, I just can't wait to go out, and drive home, to finally meet her. I know I probably sound like a stalker, or sick, or obsessed, but believe I am not. Is just that meeting one of your biggest idols, inspirations, icons, makes you feel like this. The same thing happened to me when I met Carolena, my voice didn't go out well, and I forgot my english, I do speak it very well and fluid, I am very confident about it, but my mind sort of block and I even forgot how to pronounce the vowel 'I'... it was funnie, 'cause I told Carolena the stick with a dot, I feel dumb now when I think about that! When I met Zoe I was so nervous I had a hard time learning a combo! And when met Kami, the same, my english just go away, and I hard a really hard time focusing when dancing... When I dance I get so into it, that I go away and someone else take my body, but with this ladies around, I couldn't, my alter ego (the dancer one) didn't pop out, I think is shy, and feel insecure around such great dancers!
All the dancers I have mentioned, were SO nice, humble, and down to earth, but it didn't help my nerve. Once I saw Elizabeth, standing right next to me, and I couldn't even say hi, even though my body was dying to hug her and tell her thousands of things; so, let's see what happens when I arrive home today, and see her there... I'll try to act cool, I promise, I don't want to scare her, but I know for sure that one of 2 things would happen, either I freze as I usually do, or I become crazy!! And jump and scream and kick and dance and... AHG!
Everyone admires someone, muscians, singers, actors and actresses, but me, I admire dancers, almost every dancer of very dance form, dance is life, dance is one of the things that make me live, breathe, and be happy, one of the things that motivate me, and drive my life, is something I hold on to in order to keep me sane (or insane, I am not really sure about that yet), all my efforts, difficulties, and sacrifices, I do it in the name of dance... So, meeting an amazing dancer such as Elizabeth, know that I'll take her classes, it drives me insanely happy! Meeting her, (or any of the dancers mentioned above) is as exciting to me, as it is for someone to meet Brad Pitt, or The Beatles! hehe...
Well, I'll stop now before someone thinks I am ill...

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